I am healing family relationships within me. I have come to accept that it is difficult for people to see eye to eye, especially in family interactions. There are many dynamics going on inside others that when you confront a family member about how you have been feeling, it may backfire. When you deal with relationship issues within yourself, the other person doesn’t have a clue what happened, they just know you are getting along better. I changed the negative belief about a family member to a positive one.
The word Vesper came to mind and I didn’t even know that was a word. Originally meaning: evening star, also evening prayer. I need to trust myself that I am doing exactly what I’m supposed to be doing. Psalm 119:164 “Seven times a day I praise you for your righteous laws.” As I add metallic rose to the white edges, that stirs something inside of me. When I feel the tingling, I know something is healing. The way I apply the paint makes a difference. Going up and down did not feel right but left to right was the way.